Cybortender

All my friends know very well how exciting it is for me to be turned into a living object, especially if the one is useful for some specific purpose. This is objectively very difficult to achieve in real life (even if it happens to me quite frequently to be turned into simply objects), it is much easier to do in the virtual world of Second Life. 

If the feelings are obviously much less intense than a phisical experience, it remains an really exciting sensation identify mYself into that avatar: a crossover between a thinking, living human and a functional and operative inespressive device.

It is easy to understand, therefore, how important it is for me the step that Miss Kumi Itoku did transforming  the beautiful statue I was until yesterday in a functional Cybortender, a perfect symbiosis between a thinking mind and a serving machine.

Now I am permanently installed into this marvellous device, in charge of serving perfect drinks (I am a machine, no human errors!) to visitors of Sin Labs & Club Circle:  I am very happy, pleased to be at your disposal to satisfy every need you have.
Please come to see and use me: I am at Circle (117,214,502).

Back again

I am again updating the blog after a long vacation. During last few years I have moved frequently due to my work. In my wanderings I have had just a 3G internet connection that is unsuitable for regular visits to Second Life, which is a bandwidth-hungry application.
Now I am again in a more stable situation, and having a new ADSL connection, I can be again in world regularly, so I am happy to share my experiences on this tiny blog.

I must say that I missed SL so much. I must thank SL, and all the people I met. All of them have a great merit: they helped me to explore parts of my personality that are very difficult to express in the real world. There you have to be strong and sturdy. There is no space for a submissive soul as mine in a world that is tough and where woman have to fight harder than man as the one I live every day.
In SL I have always found a dimension of compensation that satisfies me and calms me. Far from being a substitute for reality, it is a complementary element that makes me feel good and that I feel as part of my being.

In this context that I have started my last experience: I have landed on Sin Labs  Circle. It is a wonderful, modern styled Sim, which seems tailor-made for me: statues and living objects, such as bikegirls, have a natural home here. I chose to try to be turned into a statue, so I stepped on one of the plinths around the tree that is in the middle of the square, to find myself turned into a marvelous winged statue.
I have to say that In the process I have a little bit suffered for the loss of my shape - that is my identity - since the statues are all identical. But my first impression was really exciting. A 'pleasent voice' continues to whisper persuasive phrases. We are all part of the same family, you belong here in the garden, with the tree ... All this instills a sense of peace and tranquility that is really woderfull.

The plinths are obviously RLV-enabled, and capture you for just an hour. This was not enough for me: I need to really feel I am in the hands of another person, someone who controls and manage me. So I asked to Miss Kumi Itoku to be retained longer, leaving her every decision on this. After warning me about the scope and implications of my request, she very kindly agreed.
Now I am a beautiful statue with hypnotic wings, in a perpetual reverential adoration of the holographic tree that stands is in front of me. 

I am not a BOT: when I am online I am alive here, behind my frozen and impassive avatar. I can see, I can hear you, but I can't respond. I can emote, at least at the moment, but I can't nor I will not abuse it, since an object, a statue, does not speak.
Obviously I'm still in the process of setting up, but I hope to stay here very long.
I will write down here the significant events and my thoughts as they evolve.

pse: again, forgive my English, it is not my Mothertongue.

Dolly Doom

One of the sims I visit often is - however - Doll Works. After I received a notecard this morning I has been unable to resist to the temptation to try the Evil Black Stand of Dolly Doom.

It is a black stand placed on the entry plaza of the sim. If you sit on it and you have a RLV relay on, it freezes you. You can't get free alone: someone else has to find your key - but it moves around the sims every 15 minutes - and use it on the stand to get you free.

I have spent nearly three hours on the stand and many people passed by. Someone stopped. A woman said that no one would even start to find my key. A lovely doll, instead, found my key and come to rescue me.

An interesting experience.

Garden decoration

Summer finally has come, it is time to go out. What about a garden decoration, a nice fountain? Stuck in an elegant arabesque, pouring water, a marble Jewell is ready for her duty.

Water is precious even in a virtual world as Second Life... So I have made a sensor that stops water when there is no one nearby.

Luggage again

I forgot to say that I 'released' the luggage under the GPL license, so it is freely available to anyone want to use it... just drop me a notecard. The scripts are derived from the OpenCuffs project (see open-collar.blogspot.com or visit Open Collar HQ inworld).

Luggage

I have been a while away from the blog because I am busy in RL and have very limited spare time to stay online. 'Till now I have devoted all of it to my SL experience, that captures me so much.
Anyway I have some news…
First of all I have found a Mistress (better say, she has found me) and are fully immersed in this new, beautiful exciting experience. My Mistress and I are in full harmony and I wish to thank Miss Bane for all the patience and attention she has for me.
Meanwhile I continue to create some toy, both for me and for my sisters - the other sub Miss Bane owns.
The latest device is this nice “luggage” that you can see in the pics below.

Then there is something that has nothing to do with SL, but it is so exciting for me that I wish to share with all of you: I'm taking my first steps as sub in RL also... and I appreciate it soooo much. I have got really crazy about the stay in the vacuum latex bed. It is an incredible sensation.

See you soon!

Here again

I had been busy for a while in RL, but I am now back again on SL..

See you!

My maid outfit

This is my first try as dressmaker: my new maid outfit:



There is still a lot to do, but I am a novice :)

This is a detail of my bust, I like very much the see-through bra.



Kisses
Jewel

Still Life

Turning a living person into a piece of furniture can be considered at least a weird concept, but from my point of view is the ultimate form of submission. And being a truly submissive, this experience appeals a lot to me.

The rigid immobility of palace guards all over the countries it is definitely a way to turn them into house decorations and this is quite common. Uncommon was, instead, the way the world accepted some of the works of Allen Jones, a pop sculptor that in the late sixties scandalized the world with his erotic sculptures like these:

Be turned into the padding of a chair, like this one from House of Gord, it is really appealing to me.

Much more that become a decoration of a table, like this one also from House of Gord.

Still waiting to make a real experience in RL, I am starting to build a SL object that suits my tastes. From this point of vies secondlife is acting as a creativity booster to me.

I am now working on my “RLV human lamp”: I am concentrating my efforts on the script side – that is the way the visitor can interact with the avatar (me) trapped inside the piece of furniture – more that pay attention to the aesthetic side, which is still to enhance. But my experience till now is really great and I like this job very much.

In the picture above this is me inside the lamp, in that one below I am together with Miss Bane Praga, she helps me to debug the device.

It is weareble and it is designed so that the wearer is stuck in the place and can't move at all (as any other lamp in the world...)

I am also starting to explore other forms of creativity (like dress making)… but more on this in future posts.

Kisses
Jewell

A day in the life

Secondlife is for me a formidable challenge, the perfect environment to express my inner self.

I am still a little bit shy, since I always have a great fear to bother the people around me. But I am starting to gain familiarity with this virtual world and discovering all the little wonders it has keep for my personal treasure hunt.

Like Marine Kelley’s Restrained Life Viewer, in short: RLV. I suppose that all of you know perfectly what RLV is: a system that allows to experience bondage on secondlife. Using a peculiar client, specially developed scripted objects can be locked on your avatar and restraint it, limiting you just like real restraints do in real world.

I have quickly fell in love with Marine’s Serious Shackles and RR gag, and a lot of other gadget that significantly enhance SL experience. And I am starting to think to build something myself.

Meanwhile I am starting to make friends in this wonderful world, just sorry that I have no much time to devote to SL. Anyway, I am applying to become an Official Bound Maid, hoping to be good for that job.

This is a picture of me in my uniform. I hope you like it :)

Thoughts

After three weeks of secondlife I am now ready to start to post my experiences on this blog. I like to write, and I also have a blog in RL… However English is not my mother tongue, so I hope to write understandable posts :)

I have fond this synthetic world very exciting. I am still interacting with the world itself more than with their citizens because of my shyness. But, anyway, I am making friendship and deepening relationships.

I am a truly submissive, but I do not feel the need of being owned at the moment. I want to explore the world and my inner self, and I have fond than secondlife – freeing myself from a lot of psychological inhibitions all we have in real life – it is a strong assistant in this research.

However secondlife it is a game and I am there for fun, but it is the kind of game that I take very seriously, since I know well that behind every avatar there is a real person. And I care for my relationships.

Thanks for reading!

Jewell

Happy Valentine's Day!!

Jewell

Welcome!!

Dear Visitor,

I wish to thank you for being here to visit my humble blog. I hope that you like my "words and thougth" on my secondlife...



Kisses
Jewell